mambo~

another night out.
at my gf's place.
another mambo practice.

i was in super good mood ytd lehs ..
went shopping with gf at bugis st.

i wana buy a sundress for sentosa !
i wana buy a new chio dress~

i want that forever 21 dress!
i want a mac book!
i want PH holiday in Aug!

anyways .. walk for quite a while before gf decides to wear the blue dress that she has.
met up with nelson ..
cont walking arnd in bugis junction before we settle down for dinner.
i've gotten omelette udon at MOF.

oh .. met yong feng and head to arab street
not for shisha~

had a drink and chat a lil~
went for rounding to jurong and back to orchard
then head home after a packet of apple juice~

snooze~


P.S. i miss my precious

His Precious Princess Daphne

Guess what !
I'm washing my own clothes,
Hang them out to dry,
Fold then when they're dry.
Revamp my wardrobe.

Surprising eh.

Folding them one by one again seems like I'm having thousands of clothes.

Mum will be uber happy to see my neat n tidy wardrobe that she has been haunting me months after months to pack them up.

Finally mum called me this morning,
Updating me with her local number in PH.

Oh. Hmm. Let's start from ytd night.
Was at furball's office with Nelson and belle gf.
Taking a look and trying on his new sofa. (as I mention in the previous post)

Head home quite early.
Well. Tts all for ytd.

And then. For today.
Met gf for her mambo dance off discussion/practice at fish's place.
That Alan la. Keep dance wrong
So farrni~
Esp the part "tgt forever"~
Always using his fave moves.

I also learn abit lehs.
My gf. Sibei good hor.

Ended about 1am.
Next, I become delivery girl.
Dabao big mac for my greedy furball.

See la.
Who ask him to finish one whole jar of cookies in one day.
Now sore throat and keep coughing still.

Still keep wanting to eat macs.
Finish the fries somemore.
Still dare tell me the sore will run away because fries are bad for sore throat.

Ah. Finish alr start to cough.
See la.
Give me ya-ya face somemore
My bad, buy him macs.
Argh. Blame me if it gets worse.
But hopefully not.

And looking forward to tmr's uber short road trip with Nelson.
Going to JB lo~~


Hmmm. Gonna shop or some groceries tmr.
And now. Must think of what to prep.
Passport
Money
Get my prepaid card ready for roaming
Erm~ tissues !
Sunnies
Water bottle
Clear the car~

I'm stoning~!
Will start the packing tmr morning.



Note to myself: pls rmb to run the errand for mum. The $$ ~!

it's here.. on thursday

finally ...

we bought green cushions to go along with the dark grey sofa too ..

all swedish stuffs ...

atas hor .. wahhaa

but he never say he happy leh !

kns ..

si kumar ! happy or not .. wahhaha

u better be .. if not i chop u ahh ...

wahhah ...

poor guys .. he's sick ..

sick den go home rest la ..

gei kiang ..

better get well after the box of strepsils hor ..

God bless his throat ~!

ciao~~

Fake busy

Ive so much places to go today.
Which I'm suppose to be ytd.
Lazy me.

First I'm gg to TTSH to sign something and wait for a week before I can get paid.
Next, head to TPY to get my ocbc acc fixed.
And then to Electrolux.
Take a bus, head down to Coronation Rd to do some delivery.

After that. It should be about evening alr
Home I go~~


Mum went overseas ytd.
Her new consultant job for her previous co.
Hmm when mum went off ytd morning.
Dad went indon too~
Good lor.
All never give me money before they leave.
Damn broke.

Those stupid co la.
Always like to drag pple's pay.
Damn sian.

i miss him.
terribly.

drinking.
ytd night. tonight. almost every night alr
picking my drinking skill back

drank half a btl of scotch whisky ytd with gf but was more sober than ever

tonight we aim for a 500ml 18yr chivas regal.
cool right..

met up with yongtai today at spinelli's with gf
planned to steamboat with nelson

so we head down to bugis with YT.
met nelson at "tan kuai lan st"
but kena pangseh by YT halfway.
so in the end he didnt join us for steamie tonight.

the 3 of us chatted for a long long time before heading back to gf's place for PART 2 of drinking.


P.S. Nel, ty for being my "taxi uncle". :p faster chut chia ~den we can fly up north..hahah
P.P.S continue getting wasted~~

Things will get better.
I'm contented with what it is now.
I don't know how long more I can feel like this.
But I pray all's well with him.

I wish my heart's made of steel too.
Should go for some operation to sew up my tear hole.

I'm all excited about the surprise I'm gonna give him.
A delayed promise.

But I don't know if he'll be happy or not.
I wish he'ld.
I really hoped so.

Why do this to me? =(

dont know if i did the right thing ~

sometimes it feels so wrong~

felt a cut today~

i felt it ~

hope i'm able to stand up strong this time round.

haix.. wasnt suppose to be like this~~

=(

i feel so dead at work today~
slept at about 4 plus~ so sleepy~


went shopping with belle ytd.. bought a beautiful ultra short halterneck dress...
orig price at 49.90. but got it for only 18 bucks

cheap cans.
yey.. so happy..
so i'm gonna wear it for wed mambo..
hmm.. but its crazily short.
prolly i shall drink some before heading over?



went out for coffee with nelson belle and glenn
happyist.
kopi and chit chat.
ended about 1 plus

now
i'm so... i'm lost.
I dont know what i can do now.
I dont know if i did the right thing.
but i seriously doubt so.

but how?
i prolly am gonna jeopardise it again.
so wrong. everything is so wrong.
i feel so guilty.
i don't know how am i gonna face him~

i'm so up n down .. left n right now.
someone give me a direction please~

i'm missing him...~~

sideline
i dislike tired men
/sideline

grrr...

btw .. nel's ict ending today~
he happy liao la ..
i also happy~
cuz he can acc me for lunchie sometimes liao~


i wana go watch moobie~~~~~
when is my next moobie date?