He says Clark is a dead town and he's right

12pm. Landed in DMIA
well not really international.

it's so tiny with 2 luggies belt that i could "get lost" in it.
but lucky thing, the toilets are like "thank God , it's clean"

Slept throughout the whole journey in the plane.
anyways, clark really looks like a dead town.
now i wonder how did i believe that there's actually casinos around?
maybe elsewhere i guess.


now on my way to SM Megamall, some where in Manila city itself.
i actually still can't figure out clark's relationship with manila.
perhaps manila is one big city with many many towns in it.
the "town" i'm going to … i think it's called Ortigas.

Somehow i just feel that the bus ride to my destination is gonna kill me.
it's worse than the coach to KL from SG.
i shall not whine about the bus cause the aircon is damn strong.


This time, it's kinda not the usual me.
Ever since my vegas trip, i'll buy guides and maps and do my homework for the places i'm going.
there'll be stickies everywhere in the guide…..notes and stuff..
and by the time i board the plane, i literally know the book inside out.
but this time, i did not buy any maps and guides plus, i forgot to bring the list of stuff written to me by my masseuse

the lil finger on my right hand still feels numb after docking my head on it for an hour plus.


i'm now passing through a very big piece of plain land.
suddenly, memories takes me back to 2006.
on a bus ride, from LA to Vegas,
and i see is desert. and desert and still desert.



TO BE CONTINUED ….



P.S. Time for a nap~

It's a choice

this is such a lousy feeling.

i want to run away so much, but yet i want to stay even more.


i want to say it's really alright. but it isn't.
why isn't it alright?

I've stopped searching

I think you've left my life.
I don't know where you've gone to, and I guess I'll never know.

Somehow I was hoping to see you again.
Just like how we met.
I didn't know why things will turn out like this.

You've left without a word.


I've stopped searching for you.

Fancy Jag

Was never interested in that black old jag that was sold away some time ago. But suddenly, I miss it today.

That was the black old jag that pick me up from school for a period of time.
Drove me to work
Ferry my friends and I around
Caused problems in my family
Gave my brother a name of owning a jag at age of 28
Spin around Singapore

Miss that black old jag.

只要你说没有我就会相信你。

was hoping for monday to come faster.
yet was also hoping for time to freeze at that moment.

does anyone understand what does it means?


P.S. I don't
P.P.S Tonight come fast ~

P.S. I'm happy that you texted~

I was dying inside to hold you
I couldn't believe what I felt for you~

Stumbled Across

Last day of the year ~

Flashbacks invaded my mind and actually i'm feeling really grateful to this someone. Who picked me up when i wasn't doing too good.

wasn't a very fantastic day. didn't had plans till pretty late;
went sentosa in the end. with J.

i had only 3 cups of whisky dry.

anyways. had a bad start.



i hate it.