The late new year resolution


1. the usual lose weight stuff
2. get the coffee table from ikea
3. learn a new language
4. new watch
5. new bottle of perfume
6. clock co. sponsored training courses
7. keep the occasionally expensive brunch with ben and bear
8. get out of debt
9. get that shitty piece of card by 1st quarter of 2011
10. i need a new camera
11. i have a new name for the new him that i want to get..

enough of this. I'm tired. and i'll be happy if i can even get half of these done ...

I'm secretly happy about something that did not happen.
I'm weird and sometimes evil.

只能叫自己蠢
再一次的掏心掏肺换来的只有失望
没有期待，失望是从哪儿来的呢？
我要起飞到外太空、去找我的地球。

Some things i want~

short nap just now.
and i had the worst dream.

went home after dinner with this big boss of some chain stores.
i dont know why i went up to the 11th storey even thou i know i'm staying on the 4th.
and i was surprised that my parents are there with all the boxes and furnitures.
i'm super upset cause i no long have my room.
then my calvin klein bag got stolen by some bitch i can't remember what nonsense agent she is.
i chase down 11 floors and it seem forever .. when i finally got to the first. she was gone.
all i could think of was my CK bag and my wallet.
damn ..
then i woke up from my dream from the screamings ..zzz

ok ... i know .. something random la ..

who can spent christmas like me?
no fancy plans but just a nice quiet lovely dinner with a few of us..
wanted to get the goodwood park durian log cake .. but the hotel was overwhelmed by orders that they exceeded the maximum amount and could not take in anymore...
in the end. we had to order from Durian Mpire@JP.

We were so busy so busy to pick up this and that from everywhere.
That means i have to quickly pick up the pressie too~
but he don't look excited leh ... sadded ... but he started using already ...
so he better take care of it ...

back to dinner ....
and then desserts ... then cheese and guacamole and wine ...
then tv and monopoly deal ....
ended the night about 1ish.
christmas was quiet again ...
been a couch potato all day and dinner at bt. batok.

and groceries shopping for my office laters, but to the doctors before....

You are what i want for December~

Please tell me how to not love you...

It's bloody $360 lor ...

or how about Prada? SGD270 GBP77 ...

i want one lar !! grahh ....

birthday + xmas pressie for me .. anyone?? hehe

hehe .... he is cute right ....
heart me darlings ~

was suppose to upload this like million of years ago...

my not-so-new new hair ~

what was i thinking?

i had a dream.
i was in thailand.
i saw you.
i panicked.
i ran away.
i thought of you while walking along the streets.
i saw you again.
you were with,i assume, your friends
you laughed.
you were in a world where i never existed.
i left.
i actually was never there.