Ninth.

It feels so exciting.
The first time i ran away from you.
But it wasn't away.
It was every minute closer.

I'ld be lying if i didn't wish to see you;
and I'ld be lying if i said i didn't catch a glimpse of you.

but i got to go.

ninth. is all that is on my mind.
i'm gonna have a wish come true.


xoxo

I'm pretty.

I Think I'm PRETTY
so what if people say i don't; i can't be bothered.
i'm born unique.
And i'm obviously better than someone out there who doesn't have the guts to show her face.
Ikea live model

i.love.my.sexy.purple.babydoll.top

Nelson, The Mega.

Camwhoring before the movie

my love~

Waraku @ Marina Square

Ice cream is love

my Lasenza reciept is as long as the big paper back.

3 bras and 7 undies, belle's nightie, and connie's undie.
mounts up to this amount.

total bill after discount.

our indon dinner

At Spizza

Finally a great smile.

Trying to be artsy-fartsy

I Hearts Celebration... Dependings.

damn unglam but i don't care. cause i've got my lovely around to share my unglam-ness.

Although the barbecue at nelson's place was cancelled,
we spend a whooping awesome time having steamboat at our usual place.

had like tons of meat and prawns.
Connie flew A380 that day.

oh and i bought apple strudel too.
but i think we forgot all about it.

decided to drink at his place afterwards.
but we only had like 2 cups.
and headed home about 5am.

slept till about 4 in the noon.

out again for dinner with *youknowwho*
dinner at spizza and went to dempsey right after.

Quarubar. That's where we went.
met up with Nel's friend whom he said he might be my biological brother;
since we share the same surname.
and his name starts with D too.

and here come the champagne.
and the single malt.
bought each of us(i meant the 3 of us) a glass of my love; lycheetini.
oh and i missed out one very important detail.
that is the cake !
*chant* the cake the cake the cake
yes recently i'm very excited about cakes .. hiak hiak hiak ~
and they, i guessed it's Mr Teo, bought nelson a ben and jerry's ice cream cake.
awww... so blissed~

and i want BJ ice cream cake too~


there was this girl.
by the name of Karen.
she's cute lar.
she just kept trying to make nelson drink.
ahh it's like once in a blue moon~


Mr Teo suggested Neverland.
was a lil reluctant to carry on drinking at another place.
but in the end i never regret going.
it was fun ! really fun.
Mr Teo ordered a bottle of JackDaniel.
it was sucky but we still dranked it.
damn alcoholics.
haha.
why didn't i regret going?
because.. i saw my favourite Dbl O bouncer there.
belle spotted him first and I look at them.
He smile back. Then i was like !! Hell OMG !!
it's him .. i jumped and hug him !
he's still so cute.
it's been a long time i haven't seen him.

so happy to see him around.

we ended the session about 5am.
headed back to Dempsey to pick up the car.
and i tried driving his car.
it stalled like millions of times.
but i guess i'm somehow a lil gifted.
i did drive for a short distance.
very short. maybe a few metres i guess. haha.
and i did a lil reversing.


we then did breakfast together at macs before he drove me home.

Home sweet Home.

and i was telling him,
we spent the first minute and the last minute of his birthday with him.
don't he feel very loved from us?
he better remember this day for life.

i wish someone did the same for me too.






P.S. I try to fill in as much details. I don't want my memories to fade away.

Love me when i'm here

Good or Bad. I call the shots !

Started the day beautifully.
well, at least kinda.

went tanning at sentosa with my darlings.
well, by now you should know who are they right .
Mr N and Ms A.

there's also a couple of other friends.
other than cynthia and wenzi, the rest are like meeting up for the first time.

planning for a fabulous tan result for tonight ..
for the sexy purpley baby-doll top I've decided to wear for dinner.

oh yeap. i stayed over at Ms A's place yesterday night.
with connie around.
love the girls.

tried dozing of intentionally but always being caught by the girls.
till finally connie had to wash up and head off for church.
finally i get some sleep.
but my dear girl, stayed up and gave morning calls and pillow slam ...

oh and just before we slept..
we had mac breakie.
i love mac breakie.. Sausage muffin with egg meal. sedap.
and i puke half a hashbrown and some lemon tea out.
sucky.. ewwk

anyways ..
Mr N drove me home to get changed and stuff for sentosa.
we then speed our way down.

I've got a nice tan. but i think i may be; somehow a lil sun burnt.
chest are feels a lil warmer than the usual temp, and hurts a lil when i scratch it.
i think i'm a prawn

anyways, i was suppose to dine at Equinox for dinner.
and i actually had a lil plan to catch a movie after dinner.

but everything's just... ok fine, i didn't get Equinox dinner.
i didn't get movie.
i didn't get to see him.
i didn't get a lil hug.

was feeling terrible when he said he couldn't make it.
though i understand he had to be there for his friend.
if it was me i would have done the same.

terrible because i've been acticipating tonight for more than a week.
naturally i felt like, really disappointed.
but whatever it is, just hope that the friend would be fine.
really.

God has it all planned for us, isn't it? we just have to believe in him right.

only thing that emotions came gushing out from nowhere for that half a min.
but picked myself up.
have been telling my darlings not to gatecrash me for tonight.
but in the end, it was me gatecrashing them.

we had dinner in a lil nice cozy place at wassex estate.
it was a breezy night.
my atas dinner turned into a funnily romantic one.

but i still had my share of ice cream.
everytime i had nice ice cream is always for a reason.

ice cream makes me think of my birthday.
who's gonna give me a surprise?
who's gonna celebrate with me?
who's gonna buy me a slice of cake with a lighted candle?
who's gonna give me a bear hug at 12mn?
who's gonna be the first to wish me?

who's gonna put in the effort to make my 21st birthday a happy one for me?

how am i gonna celebrate it?
as usual. drink till i drunk.

jammed

sometimes the most awesome times is to have a good chat with friends.

as always. i don't have a poker face.
ain't good at hiding my emotions.

bloggie, have been talking to u much recently.
many times a day.

u've been quite entertained by me isn't it.

guess what.
i'm in the roads again.
jammed in the highway.


scv. got suspended again.
seems like starhub isn't working to get my tav back after i've paid a hefty sum of $200 buck . :x

anyways. i should be back talking to my dear friend on board...

Bus 55

pink is the colour for today.
seems like the rain never stopped.
so i thought "maybe it's a good time to wear my boots"


and now, sitting in bus 55.
bit by bit, i'm getting closer to my first destination.
during my bus ride alone, i almost, never failed, to put on my earphones.
but whether there's music or not, is aways a question to be answered when i get off the ride.
my bad habit.

i love bus ride. especially during rainy days.
bus rides that not many people are on the same ride as me;
i get to sit my favorite seat which has a hump beneath my foot on the right;
quiet.

so i can have an affair with my thoughts.


can i ask the rain; more rain?


i'm now passing this lil neighborhood.
the same question invades my mind.
almost 8 years.
almost there.
8 years apart.

you know i'll never be stopping at the same bus stop ever again.
so why do you have to try your luck in the most reluctant way.


whilst typing i've actually moved quite a few metres forward.
now. this is the stop that i want to be alighting for the rest of my life.
really i do.
but maybe i'll never have a chance to.

getting down soon.


sometimes i wonder..
after meeting each other constantly almost everyday..
will we actually get bored of each other?

wine or whine

visited my bro and sil and lil nattie.
she's so cute and hyper.
for the first time i carried her for so long.
sometimes old people are just so afraid of me carrying my lil niece.
but she actually felt comfy and fell asleep in my arms for a while.
well. she slept and woke up for a while...slept and woke up again..

bro drove to FEP. she was in my arms all the way there.
so sweet. and she kinda snored for a few seconds.
then sil drove me home after FEP.



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just have my portion of supper at bukit timah with youknowwho.
not really just .. but like about an hr ago.
been back home. started to bling my thumbdrive again.
my other thumbdrive.
ok .. front and back done. waiting for it to set and tmr night i'm gonna do the 3 small lil sides...
so happy with my blings.

anyways. why this topic.

because i've ran out of wine at home.
i'm not an alcoholic. but just feel like drinking wine now and then.
not really frequent thou.


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there was this Leonids Meteor Shower last night.
i wonder if he gets to watch it over there.

Remember the last time i saw shooting star which is also my first was with him.
So lucky.

if he's in town i would have kidnapped him to watch with me.
too bad he isn't
it's always interesting to hear him talk about astrology and stars..
fascinating.

CRAVES

I SMELL OTAH !!!
feel like eating laksa hmm ~~~~

ok going off to see my lil nattie

Holidays

yet again, swimming at nelson's place is always a luxury.


camp over at gf's place ytd night.
suppose to wake up early and meet nelson for breakfast by the pool.
but. everyone overslept.

woke up about 12 plus.
got ready, went to grab some food then head to nel's place.

and i yelled upon reaching his place "very good sun indeed"
tann for a lil bit. swam for a lil. and tann a lil more.
and my skin tone did turn darker cause i could see my tann lines.

but i must say, tanning is still best at sentosa.
seems like the sun is stronger there eh.


oh yes, shan't drift off any further.
this post is about Holidays.
Festive season is just right at our door step.
and i believe it's already school holis now. (hey, mind you, i've been like outta school for years)

I haven't been to anywhere lately this year.
other than the bangkok trip early this year, there's the KL-Genting trip that's recent.
I was so looking forward to PH-HK-TW trip thou.
but all are postponed - till i don't know when.

But i'm leaving for PH in Jan2010
As long as xiao wei confirms with me the date she can take her leave.
I'll be flying her, again.

we may even be going on a short trip to KL just before PH.

so happening. can't wait to meet up with people again.
feeling so isolated recently.
shall go read a book.