Thursday, December 30, 2010

只能叫自己蠢
再一次的掏心掏肺换来的只有失望
没有期待,失望是从哪儿来的呢?
我要起飞到外太空、去找我的地球。

Monday, December 27, 2010

Some things i want~


Sunday, December 26, 2010

short nap just now.
and i had the worst dream.

went home after dinner with this big boss of some chain stores.
i dont know why i went up to the 11th storey even thou i know i'm staying on the 4th.
and i was surprised that my parents are there with all the boxes and furnitures.
i'm super upset cause i no long have my room.
then my calvin klein bag got stolen by some bitch i can't remember what nonsense agent she is.
i chase down 11 floors and it seem forever .. when i finally got to the first. she was gone.
all i could think of was my CK bag and my wallet.
damn ..
then i woke up from my dream from the screamings ..zzz

ok ... i know .. something random la ..
who can spent christmas like me?
no fancy plans but just a nice quiet lovely dinner with a few of us..
wanted to get the goodwood park durian log cake .. but the hotel was overwhelmed by orders that they exceeded the maximum amount and could not take in anymore...
in the end. we had to order from Durian Mpire@JP.

We were so busy so busy to pick up this and that from everywhere.
That means i have to quickly pick up the pressie too~
but he don't look excited leh ... sadded ... but he started using already ...
so he better take care of it ...

back to dinner ....
and then desserts ... then cheese and guacamole and wine ...
then tv and monopoly deal ....
ended the night about 1ish.
christmas was quiet again ...
been a couch potato all day and dinner at bt. batok.

and groceries shopping for my office laters, but to the doctors before....

Wednesday, December 15, 2010


You are what i want for December~

Please tell me how to not love you...

It's bloody $360 lor ...

or how about Prada? SGD270 GBP77 ...

i want one lar !! grahh ....

birthday + xmas pressie for me .. anyone?? hehe

Monday, December 13, 2010

Saturday, December 4, 2010

was suppose to upload this like million of years ago...

my not-so-new new hair ~


Wednesday, December 1, 2010

what was i thinking?

i had a dream.
i was in thailand.
i saw you.
i panicked.
i ran away.
i thought of you while walking along the streets.
i saw you again.
you were with,i assume, your friends
you laughed.
you were in a world where i never existed.
i left.
i actually was never there.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

yawns. another day of endless meeting.
another dreadful meeting to go tomorrow and then a chain of deadlines to meet.
where am i being directed to?
I only have 1 answer - I don't know.

Monday, November 22, 2010

The remains of last night's nightmare is still taunting me.
why did i dreamt of such?
was it because i feared the worst would happen on me? i don't know.

Friday, November 19, 2010

Come play with me.

In my playground, you were once my playmate.
Now you are just the grown up kid standing across my playground,
all dressed up,
waiting for your friends to come pick you up and going to the coolest club in town.

and i'm still in my territory,
waiting for the next one.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

东海岸一日游

It's all about Whiskey...


Sunny day for whiskey


Sweet lil wolfie~




Oh so tired on the way home ~

more updates coming soon ... photos with ang wei wei ~

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

yeyyness for tickets to RH ..
can't wait~

gonna update about whiskey next ~

Sunday, October 31, 2010


girl -- wishes to get things clear and knows about every little single detail



guy -- if nothing is clear, no commitments and responsibility are involve. It's the game they play.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

A night at werner's oven~

My loves are all there !
this fried cheese is good .. with cranberry jam like the ikea ones ...


Pork Knuckle ~

Lamb shank ! shiokness !


My happy source !

While otw to lunch





am i being banished?
i was in heaven and now i'm on earth. looking up.
watching them from far.
PUI .. suckyness.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

i'm showing signs of aging ..
back aches are haunting me !

have i been giving too much?
i thought i've always been selfish.
what has gone wrong?
it's october.. is it time to let me go?


did i just force my boss doing something he's reluctant to do?
but i'm just helping to get rid of a threat.
what concrete proof does he need? None.
x_x

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Daphne did a little tinny weeny bad thing today. *spanks*
I loved you yesterday, I love you today;
but I might not still be in love with you tomorrow.

Thursday, September 30, 2010

busy busy busy ....
and continue procrastinating ...
how can the drowsy effect last till now ..
i had a sextifying mee sua dinner, then went home and concussed till 8am..
Thus i'm late.
For this whole week, my boss is earlier than me.

oh btw .. i got a invite to banana republic close door event~
and a complimentary voucher...
so nice .. but their stuff are like so ex...
doubt i'll be going anyway. since i need sleep more than shopping.

i need photos ..
Lack of photos recently~

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

I got my confirmation letter yesterday !!
but why didn't i feel the kind of excitement i was expecting?
it is b/c i read my own appraisal written by bossy?
idk la....

2 zillion years and i've not book tickets for holiday yet.
i need my holidays ~

Thursday, September 23, 2010

i feel like a junk today..
just thought i'ld be someone productive and all i get to do was like the jap girl in flashforward.
being banished to do stuff like making coffee, and file labeling.
crap i had enough.

or maybe, was i frustrated with something else?
i just don't want answers to that question.

i felt like i've drain off all my energy left in me.

complete loss of motivation.
everyone else is working on the monthly report.
should i start on it too?

all my energy in that pint of ice cream. or maybe two.


not another day of rants.

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

seems like my dreams are coming true. the haunting part.
gawd ! i see him everywhere sia..
i need a breather.

feel so suffocated.

and the pass.. grahh ..
why is it when people create problems for me and i have to bear all the yakings ...
Finally after 200 godzillion years, my expenses claim is in .. yeyy !!

going back to hq tmr to collect claim! cash in and i got money on ... thursday ...
yey... and Daphne can has ice cream pint again ~

i think i'm still having hangover from the ice cream the other day.
udders ice cream makes me drunk.
oooophmmm so rich in liquor ....
shiokness....

Monday, September 20, 2010

i get so depressed sometimes i just want to stay in bed and cry the whole day.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

I was a sad grumpy old woman yesterday.
Maybe i still am today.
I don't know.

I woke up today feeling like aching all over. it must be muscle-overworked. and i as i thought, i may be laying in bed all day, but all i wanted to do at that moment was to have breakfast with my parents. i got out of bed, spontaneously. eh, that probably shouldn't be the way how i use that word. but anyway, mum was out, and that also meant i should settle breakfast myself.

As i watched sex and the city tv series, i was sink my teeth away in 3 pieces of reheated kfc, a med coleslaw. that thing was my brunch. not too bad as i get to stay in bed anyhow.

well, girls, we all make mistakes, and at some point in our life, we all get the crap from the jerks and we all heal from the hurt, the sadness we get from them. moving on was easier said than done. i can't quite figure out how but i think i'm almost done with it. it was when they hurt you and all u felt was being so upset for 5 mins and after that, relieved. ok but you are still upset. but water just never comes out from the lacrimal duct. i suppose that's how it is.

by now i should have it all figured out. i did. nothing should ruin my sunday. nothing.

i just want to snuggle and have ice cream in bed with the love tonight.
can i?



“Whenever i’m sad, i just stop being sad and start being awesome. True story” Barney Stinson.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

I wish it was an AWESOME Thursday

I can has new perfume...
Awesomely love my bro and sis.


anyways.... i guess the plan tonight will be cancelled...
but nvm ..

my colleagues and i are going to kumar show on monday night..
yeyyness to make up for tonight~

tmr is co event day~
stil contemplating if i should wear my brown dress ~

grahh .. i'm so random ...

Monday, September 13, 2010

me loves sunday !

I need a new bottle of diesel ~
or a few bottles of perfume..
oh ralph lauren turquoise is nice.
love the musky scent..

Total sianness..
i forgot to bring my adapter for my macbook.
took my colleague's ride back home but to find my metal gate locked.
grah ..
my crazy father lock the gate and never give me key ...
x.x
lan lan lor ...
called mummy to complain about her ding dong husband ...

thus had to live half a day with my mac.
sigh ~
but i'm happy today~

the guys calls me ding dong today ~
but i'm happy lar dey ~
*giggles*

@@ forward to thursday and friday~
yippies ~

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

i had my fair share of unhappiness and frustrations today already.
i've had enough of my boss misunderstanding what i say and start to throw his temper at me already.
i'm sick and tired of my parents still trying to make decisions for me.
i hate to come back to MY room and see that my thing's have been touched.
and needless to say .. i don't need my parents to decide my room colour.
FML la.

first, yesterday my stuff are moved.
and today i come back to see my room blue..
what the fuck blue.
i hate the blue !
i hate what's with everything in my room now.

if they want to decide everything them move house for what.
then dont give me room la.

FUCKED UP !

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK !!!!!

knn .. sibei angry !

Sunday, September 5, 2010

I must must buy a mouse for myself next payday~
My mouse is getting cranky. Arghh

And 2 optical mouse for office~
Hmm any recommendation?
My office desk need revampation ~
Revamp~ revamp~

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Angry.
Fucking angry with the securities.
Why am I being reprimanded for things I've not done.
Why am I being blames for all the politic going on

Fucking bugger. If he wants to leave the bloody co. then leave.
When u don't listen to instructions, u get into trouble, I have to clear your shit.
I'm not a shit clearer.

It's best if you could get your ass out of here. Now right Now. No one is keeping u here.

I give in and I've compromise enough.
Ding. Limit hit.

Just keep your bloody mouth shut la.
No one wants to listen to your stupid arrogant comments.

Keep asking the co to implement this and that. You pay la.
Say until so big fuck.
Arghhhh !!
I want to kill people alr.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

How time flies.
it's already august and i've gotten my 4th paycheck.
comfirmation still pending for my boss is ever busy.
....
ever since i've started a full time job, drama visits me every once in a while.
like saving Daphne Jr. , bird attack, flooding, black out .. stuff like that...
to add on.. chocz have not been found.
planned to adopt another baby, whiskey.
hopes everything goes smoothly thou.
*prays*

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Missing Chocolate, 14 yrs old Border Terrier

My dog is missing since yesterday about 3pm at Tampines St 24 area.

If any kind souls found/seen my dog. Please call me at 93895077 / 92989254.

He responds to the name CHOCOLATE.
Has got little black spots on his back.
He just got shaven down, thus looks clean and neat.
Chocolate is already 14 yrs old and he needs his medication, please please bring him home.

Don't let him wonder around outside. He needs us. and we need him.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Fatties~

Just some time back, i couldn't exactly remember what was going on that day.
But i think we were taking our lessons or at least something like that.
anyways. we were at this burger bar along Upper Thomson Road.

I was having major burger cravings that day, thus ended up there.





so artsy fartsy right ~





i can't remember what his order was .. anyway .. this is it ...

Clamchowder.. with croutons .. me likey croutons~
i ate the Fat Basterd. super filling lar ~
it may look like an ordinary petit lil burger ...
BUT IT'S NOT ~

Definitely going back there again ~

Monday, July 26, 2010

Just a few minutes ago, i flipped thru my photos.
And all that is my favourite, i realized, you were in it too.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

The Long Awaited Dim Sum buffet.

Lotsa baby photos.. BEWARE the overdosage of cuteness.
Had lunch at Tung Lok East Coast with family.
To celebrate birthday for my mummy and sil.

















Sitting like big boss ~




Baby loves making funny faces, just like my bro.









my brother sneakishly trying to da bao the buns home ..
in the end... the manager still dabao more stuff for us la~
tsk .. all sneakish ...







mang guo xi mi lu~ shiokness~


P.S. photos will be updated till i get the other half from xiao wei !
P.S.S More photos coming up on my LUNCH@EQUINOX with love~