Thursday, February 25, 2010

becuase I'm happy.


i am somebody's reason to smile
I'm so so so tired ~
so lack of sleep.

pigu itchy la .. go supperclub with P. and the gang yesterday.
P. said he was super tired because he went for a meeting with his boss after work.
and then met me after meeting for clubbing.
like that of course tired la ...
initially he told me he'll be leaving early ..
but in the end ..
we share cab with Amit and he send me home ..

so tired ... even though i start work in the noon.
but i had to wake at 10am.
Quarrelled and scolded the stupid woman in mum's office (singapore branch)
knn ~ ask her 1 simple question,
she want to go one big round to push everything to others.
almost fly down to office and give her a tight slap.

@^(*&^@#$!@^$$@@*&^%$#@^%$ !!!!!!!!

i say her until she got nothing to say ... stupid woman ..

and then mum called ..
saying that we need to head down to office to get some stuff tonight ..
sian .. thought i could head home and crash .. zzz

if thats the case, i shall head down to vivo to get my contact lenses ~
yippies .. dinner with the naggy mummy ..

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

You must be tired.
Running and running ~

Me too. Do you feel it?

P.S. 01001001 01101101011010010111001101110011 01110101
I want and need rest badly.
Yet i agreed to work for another day tomorrow.
So happening !

But i'll be in the office tmr instead.
No more calls ~ yippies..
and no more cleaner aunties bugging me to complain about each other.

yeys ... after tomorrow i can buy half a LX3 .. hehe
hopefully i can put all the money into "buy LX3" fund box.
sometimes when i go to the ladies,
i'll think to myself,
"when will i drop my phone into water again"

Bed Time stories

As i've mentioned, i did my nails couple of days before.
And i was right about 2 things:

1. Nail shop in Singapore doesn't really do 3D nail art
2. And they suck at it.

Wanted to do on all 10 nails.
But the manicurist was really lousy and didn't get the flower petals done properly.
it looks like one big fat lump~
Almost fainted.
Worst still, she can't even do a ribbon properly.
my previous nail art was chioness can ~

I'm so so so going to redo my nails in msia this coming weekend.
Going with my weiwei for pedi too~
Can't wait.

P.S. sometimes i find my tweets damn funny .. lols

Monday, February 22, 2010

Sweetness ~

“As I walked home one freezing day, I stumbled on a wallet someone had lost in the street. I picked it up and looked inside to find some identification so I could call the owner. But the wallet contained only three dollars and a crumpled letter that looked as if it had been in there for years. The envelope was worn and the only thing that was legible on it was the return address. I started to open the letter, hoping to find some clue. Then I saw the dateline—1924. The letter had been written almost sixty years ago. It was written in a beautiful feminine handwriting on powder blue stationery with a little flower in the left-hand corner. It was a “Dear John” letter that told the recipient, whose name appeared to be Michael, that the writer could not see him any more because her mother forbade it. Even so, she wrote that she would always love him. It was signed, Hannah. It was a beautiful letter, but there was no way except for the name Michael, that the owner could be identified.

More action.

Maybe if I called information, the operator could find a phone listing for the address on the envelope.

“Operator,” I began, “this is an unusual request. I’m trying to find the owner of a wallet that I found. Is there anyway you can tell me if there is a phone number for an address that was on an envelope in the wallet?” She suggested I speak with her supervisor, who hesitated for a moment then said,

“Well, there is a phone listing at that address, but I can’t give you the number.” She said, as a courtesy, she would call that number, explain my story and would ask them if they wanted her to connect me. I waited a few minutes and then she was back on the line.

“I have a party who will speak with you.” I asked the woman on the other end of the line if she knew anyone by the name of Hannah.

She gasped, “Oh! We bought this house from a family who had a daughter named Hannah. But that was 30 years ago!”

“Would you know where that family could be located now?” I asked.

“I remember that Hannah had to place her mother in a nursing home some years ago,” the woman said. “Maybe if you got in touch with them they might be able to track down the daughter.”

She gave me the name of the nursing home and I called the number. They told me the old lady had passed away some years ago but they did have a phone number for where they thought the daughter might be living. I thanked them and phoned. The woman who answered explained that Hannah herself was now living in a nursing home. This whole thing was stupid, I thought to myself. Why was I making such a big deal over finding the owner of a wallet that had only three dollars and a letter that was almost 60 years old?

I called the nursing home.

Nevertheless, I called the nursing home in which Hannah was supposed to be living and the man who answered the phone told me,

“Yes, Hannah is staying with us. ” Even though it was already 10 p.m., I asked if I could come by to see her. “Well,” he said hesitatingly, “if you want to take a chance, she might be in the day room watching television.” I thanked him and drove over to the nursing home.

At the nursing home.

The nurse and a guard greeted me at the door. We went up to the third floor of the large building. In the day room, the nurse introduced me to Hannah. She was a sweet, silver-haired old timer with a warm smile and a twinkle in her eye. I told her about finding the wallet and showed her the letter. The second she saw the powder blue envelope with that little flower on the left, she took a deep breath and said,

“Young man, this letter was the last contact I ever had with Michael.” She looked away for a moment deep in thought and then said Softly, “I loved him very much. But I was only 16 at the time and my mother felt I was too young. Oh, he was so handsome. He looked like Sean Connery, the actor.” “Yes,” she continued. “Michael Goldstein was a wonderful person. If you should find him, tell him I think of him often. And,” she hesitated for a moment, almost biting her lip, “tell him I still love him. You know,” she said smiling as tears began to well up in her eyes, “I never did marry. I guess no one ever matched up to Michael…”

I thanked Hannah and said goodbye. I took the elevator to the first floor and as I stood by the door, the guard there asked,

“Was the old lady able to help you?”

I told him she had given me a lead. “At least I have a last name. But I think I’ll let it go for a while. I spent almost the whole day trying to find the owner of this wallet.” I had taken out the wallet, which was a simple brown leather case with red lacing on the side.

When the guard saw it, he said, “Hey, wait a minute! That’s Mr. Goldstein’s wallet. I’d know it anywhere with that bright red lacing. He’s always losing that wallet. I must have found it in the halls at least three times.”

“Who’s Mr. Goldstein?” I asked as my hand began to shake.

“He’s one of the old timers on the 8th floor. That’s Mike Goldstein’s wallet for sure. He must have lost it on one of his walks.” I thanked the guard and quickly ran back to the nurse’s office. I told her what the guard had said. We went back to the elevator and got on. I prayed that Mr. Goldstein would be up.

On the eighth floor, the floor nurse said, “I think he’s still in the day room. He likes to read at night. He’s a darling old man.” We went to the only room that had any lights on and there was a man reading a book. The nurse went over to him and asked if he had lost his wallet.

Mr. Goldstein looked up with surprise, put his hand in his back pocket and said, “Oh, it is missing!”

“This kind gentleman found a wallet and we wondered if it could be yours?”

I handed Mr. Goldstein the wallet and the second he saw it, he smiled with relief and said, “Yes, that’s it! It must have dropped out of my pocket this afternoon. I want to give you a reward.”

“No, thank you,” I said. “But I have to tell you something. I read the letter in the hope of finding out who owned the wallet.”

The smile on his face suddenly disappeared. “You read that letter?”

“Not only did I read it, I think I know where Hannah is.”

He suddenly became pale. Is she still as pretty as she was? Please, please tell me,” he begged.

“She’s fine…just as pretty as when you knew her.” I said softly.

The old man smiled with anticipation and asked, “Could you tell me where she is? I want to call her tomorrow.” He grabbed my hand and said, “You know something, mister, I was so in love with that girl that when that letter came, my life literally ended. I never married. I guess I’ve always loved her.”

“Mr. Goldstein,” I said, “Come with me.” We took the elevator down to the third floor. The hallways were darkened and only one or two little night-lights lit our way to the day room where Hannah was sitting alone watching the television.

The nurse walked over to her. “Hannah,” she said softly, pointing to Michael, who was waiting with me in the doorway. “Do you know this man?” She adjusted her glasses, looked for a moment, but didn’t say a word.

Michael said softly, almost in a whisper, “Hannah, it’s Michael. Do you remember me?” She gasped,

“Michael! I don’t believe it! Michael! It’s you! My Michael!” He walked slowly towards her and they embraced. The nurse and I left with tears streaming down our faces.

“See,” I said. “See how the Good Lord works! If it’s meant to be, it will be.”

About three weeks later I got a call at my office from the nursing home. “Can you break away on Sunday to attend a wedding? Michael and Hannah are going to tie the knot!”

The wedding.

It was a beautiful wedding with all the people at the nursing home dressed up to join in the celebration. Hannah wore a light beige dress and looked beautiful. Michael wore a dark blue suit and stood tall. They made me their best man. The hospital gave them their own room and if you ever wanted to see a 76-year-old bride and a 79-year-old groom acting like two teenagers, you had to see this couple. A perfect ending for a love affair that had lasted nearly 60 years.”

Busy Bee

1 more hour to knocking off~
Feeling so tired and heaty~
must be the peanuts from yesterday.
Ate a whole load of them.

K flew off today, vietnam again. Duh -_-

have been working hard the whole morning and afternoon.
so shitty~ tired bug have been sitting beside me the whole day.
i need sleep..
another day of work tomorrow and i can rest~ like finally.

Have been reading lotsa rumors on the "up-coming" 4th gen iPhone.
Funny comments from the forum-ers~

"Latest rumor i heard is that they releasing a worldwide Casino App, for FREE.
But Singaporeans have to pay $99.99 each time they use the app."

"last email from steve , 3.4 or 4Gs can call direct to MM lee and he will entertain you with ADVISE for FREE. "

rumor I heard is that you can eat your phone!
Just like an apple"

heard 4g can control people's mind...."

"can make coffee too"

Lols~ These are like funny can...
i wonder when it'll be out ~

2 days back when i meet sean-nie and was bus-ing back,
he accidently knocked onto my phone and dropped it.
i literally saw my phone skidd for half a metre while the bus was braking~
and some people were like ..."woah........."
and of cause he got some smacking from me la~
but i told him i could change the phone after that~

he -> -___-""


Benny flying off to Jakata tomorrow~
sian ~ another 2 weeks of nonsense-less~

finally knocking off ~

ciao ciao~

P.S. where you are, be safe.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

angry la .. wait so long ...
P. asking me to meet..
yet i'm rotting at home waiting for someone.

got work tmr yet i've not finish my stuff.
hais sian !
Fears disappointment that might occur tomorrow.

Friday, February 19, 2010


Movie was good.
Watched Wolfman.
Exclude all the rush.
Saw a nice laptop bag in Cathay.
But both that I fancy happen to be out of stock.

Had kfc for dinner. And I feel so phull !
1 pc of chk 1 coleslaw and med mtian dew

Happys to be out for a lil while.
Going home early today.

P. msg in the night.
Poor guy. Was sick for the whole day and didn't go for work.
No wonder I heard nothing.

But anyway I was busy the whole day. Drama and work.
Manage to get lots done.
Boss was busy w interview and didn't had time to parang me. Hahah

But I sure have my own ways with her.
Aiya I'm so good in what I'm doing.
Getting the software copies done and all
She'll have to do it gerself if she parang me.

Got more work to submit on monday

I pray she'll extend my work days till Friday.
*cross fingers*
den I got more money to ~ hiakhiakhiak
Plus I won't miss him too much when I get busy.

I bought 2 new piece of cloth yesterday at bugis.
Dirt cheap steal~
Washed and wore the blue overall dress to work.
White top is a lil tight at the tummy thou.
Shhh shhh.

So tempted to go dbl o~ sian

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Rolla Rollie

Haiyo. Should I go get my headphones changed today?

Mummy la. Ask me go bugis buy stuff.
So tiring.
So sleepy now~
all I want is to lie on my bed with all the squishy coo-shi-ons.

Procrastinate some more la. No job done today.
But drama almost finishing soon.
Hiak hiak hiak. *evil laughter*

Haiyo. Have to squeezzy in mrt until bugis.
Have to finish my work tonight.
Zz I want atas lunch.

I'm gonna tabao subway for tmr's breakie.

Silly me. Almost trip and fall while walking down the steps.

Yey. Tmr dress down day for work. Coolios.
Ok. Tmr den go change earphones before movie.
Hmm. I wonder what movie.
Plus tmr must go touch up nails Liao.

How do you spell leyyycheyyyyy?


So leyyycheyyyyy to type leyyycheyyyyy


Rolling Apples~

imma accident prone la~

knock my right arm 2 times ytd ..
injure my left knee while sleeping ..
paper cut my right hand 2 times today ..

aiyoyo .. tsk tsk ~

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

I cannot put a label to my emotions now.
It's a mixture of fear and I can't explain.

The truth is. I was feeling a lil hurt and a lil upset.
When you said it so bluntly, oh she's just a friend.
But I fake a smile like I didn't care.

That's the ugly truth.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Valentine's Day

Lil niece came home today..
she's getting bigger day by day..
starts to yabber yabber baby languages ..
and she smiles oh so beautifully ..

So surprised P called me today and arrange to meet up for dinner and movie tonight.
watching valentine's day later
but i'm so used to watching action movie.
why the sudden change .. boos ..
i wonder what's up for dinner tonight ..
but shall go home early.. after movie ..
:( need to work tomorrow.. sian.

haiyo .. need to pack alot of things for work tmr ..
gonna bring the taiyang bing for my collegues..

haiya .. gotta change and go out liao.
sian ..

Monday, February 15, 2010


人在付出感情的时候 是不求回报的
如果总是计较得失 那就不是真的感情了

Saturday, February 13, 2010

my guardian angel

my guardian angel looks like this.

just like how i wanted him to be.

it must be a "him".. so i can fight with him ...
my punches are heavy..

P.S. see you in my dreams tonight~


I brought part of my unhappyness over.

Woke by mum.
Who insist that i go pick up my brother's car and shopping with her.

I went to pick up my parcel too.
Got my FENDI phone strap.
And mum was like .. wah ~ spend money again..FENDI leh .. how much ah..

lols ... 30bucks ... it's only 30 bucks ...

anyways . didn't buy anything except for food ..
and beef.. stew beef .. woots .. damn shiok ..
sedap.. i've already had a sneak preview of it.. woohoo..

came home and finally start to pack my stuff..
took a whole 3 hrs to throw 3 big boxes of trash.
but i love the whole new look of my workdesk now...
ok la .. i know it was damn messy last time.
but at least i know where my stuff are.

anyways . .. lols .. realize i like to start off my sentence with "anyways"

anyways .. i put up pink and white felts on the 2 desk..

my big table .. pink .. with my pink storage box and with all the pinkish casing .. it looks superly good actually ..
and my other desk . while felt .. with my white cooler and white macbook.. and white iPhone..
now .. all i need is a white mouse ... and it'll look perfect ..

anyone wana buy me a white mice for vday pressie? . lols .
i'm not thinking about vday anymore.
pui... guess i'm alone again this year .. it has been the same old boring lonely vday every year.

anyways ... i packed up my tray of stationaries and also my books and files .. so i can easily pack them into boxes after new year in prep for my new home...
more things to throw by then ..

let me think of a list of things to buy ...
first of all .. i want a proper oven !
fruit juice extractor.
carpet ..
tv.. soundbar.. wii .. desktop .. ipad ..
lols .. shh shh .. i know i know..

i shall wait ..

by the way .. recently many people are very into retro .. cameras .. photography ...
lomos .. hmm ..
i picked out a damn old camera ..
i didn't even know it exist in my home ..
it was so old that it was moldy and there were white powderish thingy .. and ewwk .. broken ..
i threw it away of course ..

maybe i should ebay it.. lols ...

then i bought a new case from diaso to put my blings ..
need to sort them out as new batch of blings are coming in soon .. right after new year ..
whooppie ~
see my pink felts? i know it can't be seen clearly
but.. it's nicely pinkish ~

Tata .. that's all for today~

i got just one message today.
just one.
in the noon.
i don't know what to do.
cause i felt disappointed.
what should i do?

"one part of me got so much scars, i can't see a nicely smooth part of it."

Friday, February 12, 2010



Bad Day.

Went to meet wei wei at night.
Chatted about everything and anything till 1.30am at khatib macs.

eyesight getting bad.
memory getting bad too.


Thus, i wrote bits of everyday life into my little prince notebook.
This is where I keep all my secrets
Spent some good time with chocs cutting off all the fur on his feet.
To keep him distracted, I fed him with something like beef jerkys..

My collection of pink came in just the day before my trip..
was a happy girl when i open the loots at Aston Dinner


P.S. I'm someone's toy. I have an owner ! Go away you shitmouths ! boooooss..

Thursday, February 11, 2010

i am so not enjoying every minute from now on.
i am so upset i said those words.
i am so upset with the reply.
i am so hating myself for the tears.


My Angel

Are you here my love?
I think i'll like you if i see you.

Are you tall?
Do you have brown hair?
i love blue eyes.
And high bridge nose..

What's your name?

What do you do everyday, my guardian angel?

Wednesday, February 10, 2010


Was out with my bitches~
They are so damn cool.
bought british chippy home to nom ~

hais .. got no mood to blog anymore ...
so unfair .. humpf !!!
i want movie la ..
Enough alr hor .. you always go meet them .. humpf !
i angry ah ~ sobsob

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

I Hate to wake up w/o you beside me

I can feel every millimeters of reluctance to fall asleep beside you;
when it's the most wonderful feeling being wrapped around your arms.

When I'm sound asleep in your arms;
there's sextrillion cells in me unwilling to be awaken.

Monday, February 8, 2010

pui ~

You are blacklisted.

I simply despise you for talking nonsense.
so what if your parents are rich.
seriously i think you should watch what you are saying.

who are you to comment about other people's private matters when you can't even take care of your own's.

mind your bloody own business.

i can take care of my own matter.
i do not need you to worry for me.

and you might wanna stop thinking you are that intelligent..
sorry but you are not.. oops..

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Madly Touching ~

Click on picture to view.

I cannot find words to describe.
Love from another angle.

This webbie is a lil special .. scroll to the bottom and click to go to the next page..

When i get too drunk~

bth myself ... i was about to call that heartless ass and i realized i sent him a message this morning .. lols
and i didn't know ... why?
how come i didn't know ... weird ....

The day I know I can't drink anymore

Playing: Fallen

Yesterday was terrible but yet fantastic.
Went out drinking with friends,
and we finished a bottle of Macallan in about 2 hours.
that felt good. but i smell disaster the next day.
dated a girlfriend out for more drinking with Amit along.
They wanted Amit to send me home. oh well, and he didn't mind more drinks.
so i brought him to chillz.

had beer and redbull.
maybe that's what keeps me awake yet drunk later part of the night .. morning by then.
feel really bad leaving my girlfriend in the pub but i was almost gone by then.
thank god amit's nice.
he took care of me and i put up at his place for a night..
i didnt get to sleep because of my rumbling tummy.. and dizzyness.. kept tossing and turning hoping to find a comfy position.
but in the end i woke him up to show me the toilet.
when i get up i felt so dizzy that i almost blackout.
puked and the dizzing bug when away a lil..

toss and turn again...
got up to puke again. oh god i swear puking is the worst thing in life.
why on earth is puking invented . yikes.
that's when i decided not to drink again.
and i realized i cant drink anymore.
i seems to have this blackout thing more frequently these days..
and nosebleeding too.. that's bad..
time for a medical checkup..

and finally i had cup of nice cold ice water that put me comfatably in bed..
and chatted for a while before i fell asleep and he packed his luggies.
until noon he woke me up when i was dreaming. boos..
and lunch.. had only ice lemon tea... and a tiny cuppa coke..

told him that i've decided to quit drinking, guess what he said..
he siad he's the president of united states...
hallooo excuse me ....

but i know i cant drink anymore...
then i replied him .. i don't drink doesn't mean i cant go clubbing.
and he said .. oh so when u're in a club u can order ice lemon tea on the rock....
that made me flip....
lols ..

or ... coke on the rocks ... sprite on the rocks ...
lame can ~
actually 1/3 of the time i didnt catch what he said....
but sometimes he is sooo funny that i want to faint at what he said.
anyways.. came back home after lunch.. and hoping someone would take the initiative to text/call me to decide on tonight's plan..
need to get my swannie fixed and movie tonight .. happies..

i hate changes.
oh no... i'm terrible... boooos ..

P.S. i want a boo~

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Munch all the beef.
Makes me feel fat now. Boos.
I'm gonna feel so bloated when I wake.

Going to bed a lil earlier for a change.
Tmr need to go shop for some stuff and do delivery.
Sian. Hougang - orchard - khatib.
Where's JC?



Sweetness ~

Bit my lips, pig~

went for groceries shopping this evening,
since i'm heading down to amk hub to do some banking stuff.
wanted to get only tissues, InitiallY.
Ended up getting more and more.

Supermarts filled with people.

anyways .. cut short the story.
was craving for meat and then bought smoked black pepper sliced beef.
but while nomming on the second piece,
i accidentally bit my inner lips.. pains~

okies.. no more typing and back to knitting and movies~

When i see you smile ~

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Broken Vow

Tell me her name
I want to know
The way she looks
And where you go
I need to see her face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end

Tell me again
I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
While I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own

I let you go
I let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why
I let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

Tell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch
That one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time

I close my eyes
And dream of you and I
And then I realize
There's more to love than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes

I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let this promise end

Nail Nails

I have chio Gold Glitter nails..

but ....... after hopping around nail blogs.. sigh ...
i feel like my nails ain't that chio after all ...

oh no ... i need to do infill just before new year ..
but by now ~ most places should be fully booked ~
boos ~
how come i dont have friends who does nails .. hmmmm ~

haiyo .... i want to buy new blings....

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

another boring day~

i want badminton khakis~
i want cycling khakis..
i want new friends~ teehee
pls apply at


i need to workout... do some exercise ...
have been very potato since i'm back.
just like today..
woke up at about 5pm~
rolling around in bed.. watch some vids...movies..
and still rolling in bed now.. at 820...

suppose to go joochiat to do some collection.
but seriously procrastination is no good .. really ..
so i'm gonna push everything back till tmr morning .. provided if i can sleep and wake early...

gonna meet my dear benny later at 9 ..
still procrastinating now..
hopefully i can catch the bus..

shall go off soon~

P.S. i want badminton sessions~

This Week

Tuesday - Visit collegues
Wednesday - Party
Thursday - Shopping plus Meeting xiaowei at night.
Friday - Helipad
Sunday - Meeting my sluts~

i'm so bored..
movie on saturday?

Heath Ledger's last movie before he died..
i heard he only acted half the movie..

i soooo wannnnaaaa watchhhhhh~

so many nice nice shows are up already~

my list of movie~

14 Blades
Little Big Soldier
Universal Soldier..

and maybe Edge of Darkness~

i see moolahs flying off ~

sad~ but i sooo wana watch !!

P.S. As usual, i get the tix and u get the corns~ deal?
P.P.S. I suppose you know i don't take no as an answer.. :p bleah~


Just finish the last episode of 海派甜心.....
All 14 episodes~~
ahh.. why is it always happy ending for such shows...

now catching 就想賴著妳~
but only episode 1~
*waits patiently*

watching poker king.

oh no.. it's 0630 and i'm not yet asleep..
how to go office later ... zzz
must remember to pick up stuffs later at Joochiat~
but thats at night la~ feel like going clubbing later tonight ..

Haha left lid twitching must be the orget to bring keys la.

Because after I realised it. It stop twitching. Zzzzz

Bestiest. Forget to bring keys out~
Left eye lid twitching.
What's gonna happen?
Now I feel hungry after getting on the cab. Sian.
Why why why. Don't wana go home so early. Boos

Monday, February 1, 2010

Every moment is a gift.
Time passed and there won't be such moments anymore.
you can never feel the same again.
so why did you let it slip by.