Today. Yesterday...

Supper today is like only Rach, Barry n me ..zzz
Teddy concussed liao.
Tried calling him a million times.
He just couldnt wake up.
But anyways, hopes he could have ample rest tonight.

ohh and. finally found a perfect name.
Teddy Bear. Puuurrfect ...
Reminds me of all the little big bears i used to have when i was younger.
Hmm .. each of them have names .. and i will always hug them to sleep.
They used to be almost my size when i hug them to sleepwhen i'm like 3-5yrs old.
how i miss them ..now i have a big one.. about 2/3 my size ..
but thats too big a teddy to put arnd my bed. So marmie keeps it out of reach. :(
duhs.

Went back to school today.
Not much old friends. Not too happening either.
But tried to pick up Roulette again.
AND and and OH MY TIAN AHH .. i forget how to count and do conversion !
Die liao lor .. But nevermind.. I think i quite clever la.
Should be able to get back to my stage in 1-2 days.

But was so pissed off with this guy while dealing.
He thinks he's super pro lor.
Act as if he's the instructor there.
Critisize me.
But i "lun".
If not for this "R" guy there, I would have given him a piece of my mind.

But, anyways. I don't give a damn.

Partially I'm not in my best mood when i reach school is because I feel sleepy again.
Moreover. My shoulders start hurting.

I'm sun burnt ! How rare it is.
And now. My cheeks are red .. my shoulders are red. I have a bikini shape on my neh-neh.
What more is it really hurts!
When i touch it, it hurts.
When i stretches to dress, it hurts.
When i bathe and the water splashes, it hurts.
Even when i lie on the bed, it hurts too.

I only had about 15 mins of sun, w/o sunblock obvious.
but i didn't think that it would be that bad.

Ohmy .. when will it stop hurting.
Tried putting lotsa moisturiser already.
Shall blog again if it works.

Ohh and remember i once said i wanted a greek name.
And some time later,i realise my name, Daphne, was a greek word.

Hmm.. now i want another greek name. Something to carryon after "Daphne".
And i found a greek word, was, Actophillies.
Change the spelling of it, but pronunciation still remain.

Not gonna say what the word mean.

Ohh . i need more things to blog about.
My poor beautiful blog is dying !!


Inspirations ! baby giveit to me ~~

Can I stop thinking about the past?

Wow n congrats who gets gifts on a date.
Something I can only feel.

Had flashback. While on the way home.
Wondering wad I did wrong.
And realise I had regrets.
In many many things.
Manythings done. Many things said.
But I can't be undone.

Where my birthday wish ?
Is it suppose to be a protocol or is it suppose to come true.

Well today is my 2nd job. After working 4 and half days at Electrolux. This time round, I'm at Samsung. Office located at Church Street.
Whoohoo. Online for the whole day. But realize my skin and hair turns very dry in aircon room. Zzz need moisture replenish..!!

I am Daphne.
Do you know who I am?

Can i have a date on THAT day?

i miss you so so so much .

you kept running thru my mind.
how to hide my feelings?
when i pretend, am i fake?

This is the worst time for the year.
V day is coming soon.
Hell for singles.
I want a date too ..

And gotta scorce pressie for Yunnie.
Hmm gotta brainstorm again.
Maybe i'll buy her a sexy lingerie.

Pray hard i don't die so early ya .

Whites? nah ..

There's a AML in the company where i temp for a few days.
He's hot, baby.
He's got a gorgeous face.

Most imptly, he's got a nice ass !! woots..
Sure it's uber shiok to spank, boy.

P.S. too bad, he's white
P.P.S. I was give a stack of Singtel bills about 3 inches thick, to calculate the amount for idd calls each month.. *faint.
P.P.P.S. I blog about this because i'm simply too bored to be bothered by the Singtel bills given to me by my boss.

Boring little Corner

I'm sitting here at my boring little corner.
As you guys know, I've started my temp jobs at ToaPayoh.

Hmm. well. I've got lots of time to blog, msn, facebook and to chat on phone.
It's so relax to be the receptionist here,
But only thing is to sign and distribute the packages and letters.
Thats the only tough thing.

Feel like snacking.
Hmm.. what shall I have for breakfast and lunch tmr??

Does Apology helps?

Seems like those who should have gotten their apology, have already recieved.

How about mine?
Is 'someone' apologogetic for what she has done? - bad enough to hurt me deep.
Or maybe she doesn't even know what she has done.

Ahh too bad for people who doesn't knows how to repent.

Once bitten, twice shy.
Chances after chances.
How much more do you need?
Tsk. Infinite chances are never enough for people who don't feel any sorriness for their mistakes.
Leopard never changes it's spots.

So, why should i even bother.


P.S. Tsk Tsk.. Too bad for you. The second time, and this time round, I learn.

I need ANSWERS to my QUESTIONS

How real is real?
How real can a friend be?
How?

Have you ever feel betrayal?
I was right. I ever told Ben.
'someone' trying all her best to bring the whatever I want away from me.

Why? To prove; to compare 'that someone' is better.
'That someone' could be a little more faux-ie. Faker.

A cheap lesson learned.

Telling my stories to other people - adding her own spices - how real can that 'someone' be?

Telling me my friends are fake - while her genuine friends spin stories about mine - how real can that 'someone' be?

What is real?

I wonder how 'real' that someone has become after joining her 'real' khakis

Waking up at un-godly hours and blogging still !

*Claps*

look at the bloody time now.
yess. i'm blogging about how early i woked up.
what an un-godly hour to wake up, moreover in an office wear.
yess. i'm gonna start work. but fortunately today is just handover some jobs.

for the first time in so many years apart from school, i'm waking up at this hour and i could actually hear the national anthem at the school opposite my place.
it's simply amazing.
will be working from 9am-1pm.
pray hard i survive.
it's not like i've not been working.
but it's just that i've not been taking office hours job.

I actually woked up energetically.
with just 4 hours of sleep.
But i'm starting to yawn now. and eyes getting blurrry.
It's just not me. I couldn't have survive with that 4 hours of sleep in a day.
Basically, impossible.
Hopefully, a can of red bull will help me survive thru the day.

So help me God.