Saw Nicole and the bf today.

Somethings cannot be compared and I know that.
Something I want but cannot have.

I'm actually quite happy today.
Get to work out.
Stopped thinking about fam stuffs.

Then dinner with teddy.
As usual, even more happies.

I feel so relax.
Didn't had to think about what's happening around.
Just wana stay outside.

I'm looking forward to dinner tomorrow.

A new day.
Hope I learn something new.

Anticipating !!

Walks

Wondered why I hated walking so much last time.
I took a long long walk today.
So stress. So many things on my mind.
So many.

Haven't been blogging for quite some time.
Not a proper post.
It's not the time that I don't have.
I need a run.
A run-away from my problems.

Anyways I've gotten my VS bags.
It's beautiful and I loved it.
Especially my pink wristlet.

Xiao Wei loves hers too.
That's the second affair that put smile on my face.

The first one? - Died off.
Maybe God has a better deal for me. Who knows.
We shall see tmr.

Anyways.
Anticipating for tmr's gym session.
With my faves - Ben n Bear.
Will be showing off my VS black bag.

Anticipating my first Fly Wheel session - soon. Hopefully

This is one of the goal I'm confident in reaching this year.

he: ...... blah blah .. got alot of people carry teddy bear and flowers in orchard road.... blah blah...

me: yea i guess. but i also have. some more mine lagi better. mine can talk. can play. and can bring out everyday. hehe *hugs him*

he: *diao* *faint* *roll-eye*

me: giggle. lols.


while on the train to vivocity.
the blah blah part, i can't remember.

Written on everything remembered by the Goldie.

Painful

feel so hurt . so painful

I hearts teddy lots.

Ignorance is bliss.
I feel like a little girl last night.
A silly one; I know.

I know I'm safe in your arms.

I'll learn to grow up.
But please be there for me when I'm helpless.
You'll shield me from the cruel world.
I believe.

Excessive Happyness

How long have I not said this words.

"EXCESSIVE HAPPYNESS"

I think it's long enuff for a ka-chua to die under my foot.

Which means very long la ..

Anyways. I'm really happy today.

That why i'm still blogging at this hour to express my happyness.

But, fine, i know i'm bhb.

But, but, but ... i was forced to ask that qn !

And teddy is sick !

Concussed the whole day leh.

Good for him. At least should have ample rest by tmr.

He should stop working like this.

.....

Sleeping soon ....

Ciao.........

weeeeeeeee...............

Read the past few hundred msg you send.

Wondering why things turn out like this.

What are you thinking?

Round and Round the garden .... like a Teddy bear ...

my msn masterpiece of teddies.
very cute right !!

Made with Love

I wants to do scrapbooking.
But it's so costly.

Gotta slowly do bit by bit.
Maybe can only spend like about 50 per month on this.
Arghh ..

Was offered a 4 month contract job at BOSCH.
but is being paid for about 1.3 only.
Hmm.

But mum wants me to study this year.
What course should i take?