my toy,

thank you for everything.

princess.

I feel so stupid.
So ugly.
So un-adorable.
So idiotic.

Cause, I finally broke down in front of him.
Why did that have to happen.

Everything was fine. Thou deep down I know it wasn't.

That hurt will come sooner or later..
Can it be later?
Can i avoid it?

No matter how much I pretend to be smiling again,
it's still there.
the pain.

I will try to be strong.
I'll be good. I promise.

Fabulous Me

Jia You for me.
3 Cheers for me.

I'll stay strong.
I'll not give up.

I'm too fabulous.
It's your loss if i'm not cherished.

But i'll continue to wait.
Continue to work hard.
Continue to jia you.
Continue to love.

How can i get angry with you.
I'll always melt at the glimpse of your smile.

i miss you so so so much.

More tissues needed.
Anyone can supply?

i feel so bad .. so terrible..

i will not expect .
i will not be sad .
i will not whine .
i will not flood anymore tissues .

Bought a new book yesterday.
"Where Rainbow Ends" By Cecilia Ahern
Planned to sit at Bugis TCC, read a little while waiting for him.

But instead I was surprised by him.
I expected he'll be taking his own sweet time.
wahh.. but uber happy.

Movie with kumar yesterday.
Watched Passenger.
Hmm .. no comments for the show.
Just as we were waiting for the show to start, mistress actually finish her show.
In the same building too.
Woots.
She and Barry waited for us to end and came to meet us after our show ended.

went to birdshit cafe.
had my mango tango and rotted around till ricky came over.
then, headed to Al-Ameen at changi road for supper.
Super full..

Nowadays quite windy and cold at night.
left about 2 plus.

Random.com

First, Congrats to Kumar, finally started registration for his Maven Mastermind Academy.
Bah, just a little advertising for Maven2.

Objective: English Creative Writing
Location: Kembangan Plaza Caters for Pri 3 to Pri 6.

Have got families and friend's kids need some brushing up in this aspect?

Call Kumar @ 92736750 or 68448667.
webbie : http://www.mavenmasterminds.com/





Second, Congrats to me.
The princess is finally looking for a job.
To satisfy all my crave and wants.
And of cause, with a little bit of work, occupying my time.
I'll have less time for supper :(
But nevertheless, I'll just work hard for some things I'm gonna achieve this year.
Wish me all the best ya .


P.S. Kumar, credits to me. hehe


Princess Daphne.

Movie with Mistress, Jane , Prawnie and Kumar

At GV Tampines.

Went to eat Ajisen for dinner and rot around.

Rot around at Blue.. something Oasis.. hehe ..

aiya .. beside the coffee bean there.

Winter !
Waited like more than 20 mins for our drink !

Think the lychee is a little spoilt. bah :(

Leng ZAI !!!

Trying to make the Yin-Yang logo but failed.

Dunno why always got this extra black hand twiss.

That's Spring

A little blur. cuz i'm clumsyly holding on to popcorn drinks and camera

At Entrance of cinema still must cam whore a little

03.01.2009

Went to meet kumar.
I can't remember where we had makan.
But we went to East Coast Park for a walk.

Just realise .. His photos haave been hogging up me camera !
It's like 80% is his photos !
Vain Pot.

Rested at NewZealand Naturals.

Had a - Rum&Rasins ThickShake. Yumms

Went to Cynthia's birthday.

Ricky went to pick Rach and Bunny at Katong, then over to pick us..

Drove to get a bottle over Red at Denise.

And head off to Bayshore Park.

Finally saw a few of the keyboard warriors ..oops*

Mistress Rachael & Jane (Bunny)

Boys are kids, no matter how old they are.

3.. 2.. 1.. FIGHT !!

The LONG one .. ASKM.

喜欢没有理由，痛也是

想念会痛。
看见会痛。
喜欢会痛。
真实会痛。
谎言会痛。
挽留会痛。
离别会痛。
伤心会痛。
流泪会痛。

爱会痛。


我不喜欢 没有理由的痛。
我不喜欢 泪水里的痛。

说了，你会了解吗？

你的逃避，我不喜欢。

奢望越高，失望越大。

是我想要的太多了吗？
还是，我跟本就不该有想要的念头？

是我的错吗？
有对错吗？
你能决定对错吗？


我开始不想 喜欢 了。
闪躲每一次遇见的 喜欢。
流泪伤心都不是为了谁。
若有苦 是自己的。
若有痛 是自己受的。


喜欢每有理由，痛没有理由。

我的任性，你该包容

我想要一个属于我自己的心情写作空间。
不想让你看到的空间。

不想让你知道我的自私、我的无理取闹、
我的任性、我的蛮不讲理。
我那讨人厌的一面。

我有我的理由。

可是，渐渐的， 想念你好像成了一种习惯。
一种坏习惯。
当想起你时，就算手里捧着书，却怎么也看不下去。
当想起你时，我会对着天空发呆。
当想起你时，会莫名的挂起微笑。

我不想让你看到我的无理取闹。
我会嫉妒。
我会不想要你想起她。
我会不想要你提起她。
我会不想要你告诉我她的事。
我不想 ！
我不喜欢 !

我不想有事的时候第一个想的就是她。

我不想因为你想起她，而难过。
我不想要自私。


只想快乐。
只想喜欢。
只想做你的天使。